“I’m a bit scared not to have you” Boo Seung-kwan’s dark letter to the deceased Moonbin

SEVENTEEN's Seungkwan Boo expressed his feelings for the late Moonbin.

Boo Seung-gwan visited the newly prepared memorial space a day before Moonbin's 49th birthday on the 5th. Boo Seung-kwan, who left a letter, said, "In the meantime, I've been trying to take care of Sua, my mother, and my father's aunts, but why do you take care of me more? Thanks to you, I was able to work hard on my schedule. Taeyeon, who was supposed to go with you the other day, I went to my sister's concert. I was comforted and thought of you a lot. Fortunately, you didn't sing 'UR', which you liked. Luckily, I didn't cry in my seat."

He continued, "I miss you a lot. I hoped that we would feel better as time goes by. I don't think that's the case." I agree a little bit. Please understand me a little. I'm still too selfish. I want you to understand. I'm only this far. I'm a little scared that you're not there, who made me shine."

"The other day, your fans came to the cafe and thanked me and comforted me. You don't know how much I held back my tears. You comforted me so warmly. So I have to wake up! I love you a lot, my friend♡ I have to go now, I am very sorry that I came and complained and left.

Moonbin was found dead at his home on April 19th. 25 years old.

Reporter Ryu Ye-ji and Ten Asia ryuperstar@tenasia.co.kr