It's been 5 years since Hwang Hye-young lost contact with her mother.

Hyeyoung Hwang recalled the time when she was suffering from brain tumor.

Singer Hwang Hye-young of Tutu and former politician Kim Gyeong-rok appeared on Channel A's 'Oh Eun-young's Golden Counseling Center', which aired on the 6th.

Hwang Hye-young married Kim Kyung-rok in 2011 and gave birth to twin sons in 2013. As an online shopping mall CEO for 18 years, he achieved annual sales of KRW 10 billion.

The couple revealed that they have been providing corporate consulting for five years now. Hwang Hye-young said, “My husband was active as a politician when we got married, and I took care of the household chores.” Kim Gyeong-rok, who said he had no income during the six years he was active in politics, said, “Hwang Hye-young did not notice or nag.” He continued, "When I asked him how he lived when I didn't pay him living expenses, he said that he started earning money just before the divorce. These days, he gives all his profits to his wife."

Hwang Hye-young confessed to her parenting anxiety, saying she was anxious about being separated from her twin sons, who were in the fifth grade of elementary school. Hyeyoung Hwang was anxious about playing with her children for an hour at the playground in front of her house. Oh Eun-young said, “The level of anxiety about parenting is at the highest level,” and pointed out that they are overly controlling and practicing “sterile room childcare.” They were also worried that Hwang Hye-young's anxiety could affect the children.

Oh Eun-young tried to figure out the cause of Hwang Hye-young's anxiety. Hwang Hye-young said, "I think it's because of the environment I was in when I was young. My father and mother always fought when I was young. After a fight, my mother would drive to Seoul early in the morning. The first thing she did when she opened her eyes in the morning was open the closet. “I felt reassured that my mom wasn’t there when I saw the clothes she wore every day,” he recalled. He said his mother even shook off his hold on her and took a taxi away. Hwang Hye-young shed tears, saying, “I still dream about that scene.” Hwang Hye-young said, "My mother often said that if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have lived like this," and said that she made herself the target of her anger. It is said that it has now been five years since he lost contact with his mother.

Hyeyoung Hwang said she did not want to make her children feel anxious. However, I feel like these efforts are actually causing anxiety in the children, so I blame myself.

Hyeyoung Hwang recalled her past, when she was unable to overcome the pain even as an adult, and recalled the time when she was diagnosed with a brain tumor before marriage. Hwang Hye-young confessed, "I was diagnosed with a brain tumor at the age of 38, right before I got married. I didn't want to have surgery. I just didn't want to live." Kim Kyung-rok also set the surgery date for me. Hwang Hye-young said, “After the surgery, my husband also provided nursing care.” When asked what it was like when she met her mother-in-law, she said, "She told me she was 'pretty' and prepared a meal for me that made me break my head. She expresses it a lot. She still says 'I love you' to this day. The day I saw her for the first time, I thought, 'I want to go in here. I want to go in here with this person.' “I really thought, ‘I want to get married,’” he said, breaking down in tears.

Kim Ji-won, Ten Asia reporter bella@tenasia.co.kr