Wonstein: “I was lynched by a group of 30 victims of school violence.”

Rapper Wonstein confessed that he was a victim of school violence in the past.

Wonstein appeared as a guest on Channel A's 'Oh Eun-young's Golden Counseling Center', which aired on the 14th, and met Dr. Oh Eun-young.

On this day, Wonstein expressed his concerns. When you're stressed, you relieve it in violent ways. He said, "Some days, when I'm recording and things don't work out, I have to silently throw the headset and hit the wall to relieve the mood. When I was on 'Show Me the Money' before, I pulled out my hair and hit the wall with my fist and my hands got swollen."

He continued, "At that moment, I have no fear, as if I'm going to flip over. It feels like I'm hitting it, saying, 'Let's break it.' If I hit it just enough, I can hit it again, and if I get seriously hurt, I think I'll come to my senses."

He said he recently hurt his hand by hitting a chair. Wonstein said, "It happened often. After a few days of being sick, I said I would forget about it. Even after two weeks, I couldn't bend or straighten it. When I went to the hospital, they said I had left it for too long and it had become chronic."

However, he mentioned, "Because I have a secretive personality, I don't do things like that in the presence of at least one other person. Since no one is watching, I do it with peace of mind."

He also said, “To be honest, my concern is closer to ‘Can I continue this way?’ rather than how to treat it.” He said, “I lived my life thinking of it as a necessary device to be able to smile in front of others again.”

After listening for a while, Dr. Eunyoung Oh asked, “Have you ever felt disgusted with yourself?” Wonstein recalled his school days, saying, “I was just watching what was being done to my friend who was bullying me.” In addition, he explained, "When I was a student, school was everything in society. I thought I should give up on the world. There were scary and rough kids. They hit me as a joke."

He said that he suffered physical violence during his school days and said, "I woke up with a pounding heart when there was still class left," and "I ran away as soon as I saw an opportunity."

It is said that there were as many as 30 assailants who harassed Wonstein. He said, "I didn't want to be around a bully, but it was very visible. That's why I always tried to sleep at school. I felt like at least they wouldn't touch people who were sleeping." He continued, "I used to sleep face down, but at first, the intensity was weak. I would wake them up for no reason or say, 'Don't sleep.' “He shook me. One day, he came without any warning and hit me on the head so hard that I was shocked.”

Reporter Junho Yoon, Ten Asia delo410@tenasia.co.kr